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hi (:
they/them, pan ace
intj 5w4
I HAVE THE GREATEST GF IN THE WORLD AND I FELT THE NEED TO PUT IT ON TOP OF MY BIO BC SHES AMAZING
for anyone curious my username is random and made to be easily taggable, it isn't special
i don't usually use the love thing for patterns since i use the app more but if i loved your pattern it means i was using the website and i saw it and thought it was pretty cool lol
FREE PALESTINE
queer rights plssss
racists the door is that way nobody needs your pointless hate and your ideas are contributing nothing to the world
feminism is still necessary don't be a crazy sexist
extra note: i'm removing a bunch of friends rn for privacy and to clean up a bit so if i remove you pls just message me (: i'll friend you if you keep free palestine on top of your bio bc everyone needs to hear

we love minato of cherry b club keep on slaying bestie

all straight/cis allies pls listen to loud by eva westphal bc we really do appreciate you being an ally and support in us but make sure it's not all for show babes 🩵
and yes. straight ppl can listen to queer songs. queer ppl listen to straight songs. stop gatekeeping guys

massive f1 fan
lots of music and a in my opinion quite the wide range
arctic monkeys, strokes, the coral, emei, mcr, vivinos (PARK BYEONG HOON GOT THE VOICE OF AN ANGEL FR) milgram, ado, alien stage, black keys, two door cinema club, radiohead, falloutboy, fratellis, reytons, cage the elephant, jon guerra, killers, nirvana, death cab for cutie, rem, yoasobi, gorillaz, tv girl, ben folds, phineas and ferb songs, coldplay, letters to cleo (bc of ben), beck, NIИ, interpol, nina simone, mouse rat, needtobreathe, rend collective, ricky montgomery, franz ferdinand, and occasionally i'm in the mood for johnny cash
i love eurovision, my favorites are (in no particular order) the code, vivo cantando, evidemment, llámame, poupee de cire poupee de sont, rim tim tagi dim, city lights (i listened to it 8 times in a day once?), and zitti e buoni
neither of those lists are in order bc i genuinely can't choose bc favorites

books you should read:
the outsiders
no longer human
11/22/63
anna karenina
the great gatsby
the catcher in the rye
bridge to terabithia
crazy rich asians trilogy
a series of unfortunate events
radio silence
strange planet treasuries
sgt piggy's lonely hearts club band
the hate u give
the 57 bus
God's smuggler
the watchmaker's daughter
the Bible

shows you should watch:
bungo stray dogs but read it first
parks and recreation
brooklyn nine nine
alien stage
pink b club
the good place
30 rock
jeopardy
umbrella academy
queer eye
carmen sandiego for the art style and queercoding
gilmore girls
drive to survive bc of oscar's awkwardness when will buxton makes eye contact with him
snl sketches
a series of unfortunate events and the books are even better
amphibia
gravity falls
wandavision
mandalorian
king of the hill
blockbuster (warning: it was orphaned)
violet evergarden
twin peaks bc dale cooper

i absolutely love machinarium and samorost, if any fellow fans out there exist please say something

anybody else avidly read tom and lorenzo? best blog frrr

slightly obsessive genshin player but i'm so scared snezhnaya is going to be dragonspine 2.0
so far my fave is childe idk why
but ningguang is coollll

praying for Palestine
praying for Congo
praying for Ukraine
praying for the whole world bc we humans have really messed things up

Supporting Palestine is not inhumane, terrorist, antisemitic, dangerous, hateful, or crazy. It's human and loving because NOBODY deserves to be massacred, destroyed, and hated like they are. Israel has been attacked and hurt before and that makes me so sad but it is no excuse for what they are committing right now. An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth is not the response to anything and Israel is making terrible decisions. There are zero ways to justify what they are doing. You can say that there have been people that died in Israel and people,e that were treated unfairly and that's true, but getting revenge by massacring an entire nation is NOT the response. Israel is committing war crimes and that should not be okay in any scenario, but the world has victimized Israel. I'm Christian, and I know that nobody should be persecuted for their faith, so why are Muslims exceptions? All Christians should be supporting Palestine right now. The Bible has so many stories of the Israelites killing and conquering regions where now-Palestinians lived (Amalekites, Philistines, etc.) and THAT ISN'T FAIR. Israel might have had a claim to the land back then, but that was because they were God's children. Now that Jesus has risen, we are all beloved children of God. Levitical laws and the Jew vs Gentile argument have been taken away so Palestine has every right to reclaim their land. I know that Palestine has also killed and done horrible things, and that's also inexcusable, but no innocent person deserves to die for something another person did (not just a moral principle, also illegal under the Fourth Geneva Accord {which applies to every country}, Section 33). Forgiveness and love are the ways by which the world needs to be run, and humanity is deeply terrible with that. If you believe this 'war' (is it a war? Israel cut off nearly all of Palestine's defense, food, water, connections to the outer world, etc. and the majority of Palestinians cannot fight back and just want a place to live and be treated like humans) is a religious cause and you dislike Palestinians simply because most of them are Muslims, there's something wrong with that and you should be able to see it.

I've also posted one or two (can't remember) Russian flag patterns as requests. I do not support Russia's invasion of Ukraine right now and I never have. These patterns were requests. It is not a political statement, simply a specific color palette.

more books you HAVE TO READ that definitely impacted my faith (read it even if you aren't Christian, they're still amazing)
the watchmaker's daughter
God's smuggler
the cross and the switchblade
bruchko
running for my life

testimony:
I am 100% a Christian. I grew up in a Christian family but I didn't know what it really meant to know God as my Savior. I knew that He died, it was brutal, and now I can go to Heaven, but I couldn't see him in my life. Getting older, I started to see the logical side of Christianity. Isn't it amazing that if the Earth were just a little farther away from the Sun, we'd be absolutely freezing, and if it were a little closer, we'd burn up? Or that every atom has a perfect build and set composition, no matter what? Or that humans are able to love, think, feel, and create? The fact that acacia trees can send out signals to turn bitter when one tree is eaten so that the others aren't eaten? How abt the beautiful design of galaxies across the universe? The Fibonacci spiral across nature? God is everywhere, and all of Creation suggests an intelligent Designer. I leaned into this a few years ago, and I'm becoming able to see God everywhere now. However, now I'm learning about the loving side of God who works in our life. He's the only one I can truly depend on- friends, family, and things won't last eternally, but He will. With clinical depression, I've learned quickly that nothing works in this world to make me feel better, God is the only one who helps. I feel called to spread the Word and true message of Christianity- Jesus died for YOU, you are loved beyond anything you can imagine, and you can spread that love too. I've seen God work in my life, and it's absolutely changed me and I hope you can see it for yourself too.
AND TO ALL HOMOPHOBIC, RACIST, SEXIST, OR OTHERWISE HATEFUL CHRISTIANS: YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG DUDE. Where in the Bible does it say to nate people? Jesus says love your neighbor and love your enemy, so deal with it. As I once saw on a t-shirt, if you hate anyone because of your religion, you're doing it wrong.
If you've had problems with the Church or felt ostracized for any reason, you are welcomed into the Kingdom of God as His beloved child, and He will never forsake you. I'm so sorry if you have bad experiences with Christians, I have too. Please don't hate Christianity though. It's valid to be angry at them, but those people aren't doing it correctly. You are accepted, beloved, cared for, and wanted. DON'T FORGET IT.
Also recently I've been feeling called to learn more about the whole world and its stories. I feel like all of those stories should be spread and that the world shouldn't be so scared of itself. Again, Christians are called to love everybody, so there's no excuse for absolutely hating one country! I already love geography (learned all countries, capitals, and flags lol) and I think I can use that gift to do mission work and/or teach people how to love everyone around them. If you have a God given gift, use it! He gave it to you for a reason 🩵

"i do not support LGBTQ God made you perfectly and you shouldn't change that"
possibly the only transphobic/homophobic argument i agree with, actually! God knew who we were going to be before we were in the womb and said it was very good. He knew ppl would be trans or enby or anything and He knew it was GOOD. he didn't see that and say "oh they look alright but i see a few problems", he said humans were very good. if God designed you with a queer identity, it is NOBODY'S place to tell you that's gross or wrong or incorrect. God made me who I am and i'm proud of it so if you have a problem with me, take it up with the One who made me. my fellow queer ppl if you shy away from Christianity or even straight up hate it, please know that there is always a safe place for you. unfortunately not every Christian has love for everyone in their heart but some of us do and we apologize for all the ones that make us look terrible. please don't ever feel like you aren't welcome among Christians and don't hesitate to explore the Bible and Christ just because you're queer. YOU ARE FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE SO DONT LET SOME HATEFUL OLD LOSERS TELL YOU THAT YOU CAN'T COME TO JESUS

countries i've been to alphabetically:
guatemala
iceland
kenya
mexico
netherlands
norway
uk
us

please please please please take care of yourself. you don't have to be tough for anyone and you don't have to put up a wall. you are absolutely beloved and you should take care of yourself. as i mentioned earlier, you can ALWAYS message me to just vent, doesn't matter if we disagree abt other things. i want to help people who have these hard thoughts and provide the safe, healthy, loving space i didn't quite get. please take care of yourself and remember that even if you don't feel good about yourself in the moment, there are so many people who love you and would miss you if you weren't here. your presence on Earth is completely necessary and you should never ever tell yourself it's not. you are worth it, no matter what the world tells you. i'm not a counselor by any means but i want to help to the best of my ability. you are loved forever, and you shouldn't have to do this alone.

hablo español pero mi lengua materna es el inglés así que mi español NO es perfecto

homophobes get out this isn't the place for you
same message if you're racist or sexist or antisemitic or anything elseist, just creepy in general
the door is that way

BODY POSITIVITY OMG
PERIOD POSITIVITY
ITS A BODILY FUNCTION DONT BE ASHAMED OF IT AND HIDE IT FROM YOUNG WOMEN AND ANYONE ELSE UNDER THE GENDER UMBRELLA THAT HAS THE MONTHLY FLOW
WHEN YOU GUYS GET ALL RILED UP ABOUT HOW AWKWARD IT IS OR HOW YOU SHOULDNT TELL EVERYONE IT'S HONESTLY SO STUPIDDDDD
WHY DO YOU WANT TO KEEP A NATURAL FUNCTION QUIET AND HAVE PEOPLE WONDERING WHATS HAPPENING SOMETIMES BC PPL WONT TEACH THEM ABOUT THEIR BODIES
TALK ABOUT PERIODS AND GROWING UP DONT LET IT STAY ALL TABOO
HONESTLYYYY GUYS ITS SO MUCH MORE IMMATURE TO GET ANGRY ABOUT SEEING A PERIOD PATTERN THAN TO JUST TALK ABOUT IT

also go check out rics_girl3, they're real cool!
satatea is also fantastic i didn't know two humans could share so many interests at once
and ofc _vuroee my partner in crime for f1 crochet
yeah _vuroee and rics_girl3 are def my bros and we will 100% fight you if you bad mouth lando
OliviaLoll bestie irl

Jesus loves you even if you don't love him