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Books4Ever
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Books4Ever
3 years, 9 months ago by Books4Ever
She is also the first person I text when something happens. I’m pretty sure she knows me better then my parents
IzzyG21
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IzzyG21
3 years, 9 months ago by IzzyG21
Hi! So the reason I am writing on this forum is because I need some advice. So I have anticipatory anxiety which means I have bad anxiety when I anticipate something I don't like or an afraid of. This was caused my my father, he would yell at me and scare me because I didn't want to be yelled at (he would also yell at other people and tell me to stop doing the things that made me happy and forget I was at his house and did want to be there yk). I am now almost 13 and I stopped going to his house at the age of 12, but the memories just keep reminding of me about the mental pain I was going through. I now have a boyfriend and I don't want him to think that I am afraid of him because I have trust issues with guys. I don't really know how to explain this situation or if anyone has any advice on this, but I feel better that I wrote about it so yeah. I hope you guys have a great day and thank you for taking the time to read my story ❤️
JarrettW
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JarrettW
3 years, 9 months ago by JarrettW
I have been so depressed lately because my uncle passed and I can’t seem to make myself happy 😭😭😭😢😢😢😔😔
Firecorn
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Firecorn
3 years, 9 months ago by Firecorn
So I am in a sticky situation, I really want to think I have a crush on someone, but every time I tell myself or someone I have a crush on someone, it feels fake, like I feel like every time I think I have a crush on someone, it feels fake, has this happened to more people? I can love people, but all my crushes feel fake.

I am also questioning my personality. Like people see me one way, but I feel completely different on the inside. I do love musicals, and volleyball and swim and being active, but my other “”likes” don’t always feel right like that I am telling myself that that’s what I like so I can stay in that personality I am in.
Elise64
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Elise64
3 years, 9 months ago by Elise64
Ok this doesn’t really have to do with depression but it’s just something that I was kind of upset about this morning, I couldn’t find any other forum posts to talk about this and it’s probably gonna sound rly stupid. so I feel like my mom thinks that I normally have restricted mode on in YouTube but I don’t and my favorite YouTube channel swears a lot so I’m scared that she’ll find out one day and be mad at me, but I’ve used YouTube for years and my mom never really checked what I watch on there, except for one time when she saw that I had watched this animated movie about a girl who was bullied into an eating disorder, she didn’t let me watch those anymore after so I feel kind of guilty that I don’t have it on restricted mode. I am almost 12 (I’m going to be in like 2 months) and I watch a lot of movies and shows with swearing so idk if it’s a big deal, I’m just scared that I’m going to get in trouble and feel guilty. lol ik it’s really stupid I just want someone to reply to me even if you don’t have any advice.
Elise64
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Elise64
3 years, 9 months ago by Elise64
and she never seemed to care what type of music I listen to so it shouldn’t be that different from videos..
Firecorn
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Firecorn
3 years, 9 months ago by Firecorn
@Elise34 i would say that if your mom doesn't tell you or ask you to to have a restricition on, then you should be ok! And if you need to ask or tell her!
Firecorn
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Firecorn
3 years, 9 months ago by Firecorn
@Elise64 ^^^^^
Elise64
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Elise64
3 years, 9 months ago by Elise64
@Firecorn ok, thanks! I think that since she doesn’t actually ask about what vids I watch on YouTube then I’m fine, hopefully.
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