Im happier now
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Love_Fox
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3 years ago by Love_Fox
I don't know how to explain this but i will try my best.As many of you know I lost my brother a little more than 3 years ago. Many of you have been extremely supporting of me. Also, I recently covered from a hip injury. After losing him and being bullied at school I started spiraling down and being really upset with life. One of my other brothers moved to South Korea for the army also. But I feel different now. I don't know how to describe it, except to say that I'm happier now. I mean I still miss my brother but I'm not so sad now. I mean i'm sad/happy. There are all these beautiful things that I see and love now that I never took the time to love before. I see animals, butterflies, flowers, family, music, poetry, food and the clouds and stars and they all make me think of these sad things that I love, but Im not so sad now. I see them and I am just happy that I am alive. I used to hate being alive because of how sad I was but now Its like I see thinks from new eyes. Now I just want to laugh and spend times with the people I love, and get lost wandering through the neighborhood, listening to music I love. Or I just want to lay on my trampoline and look at the stars or clouds and just think and love life. Or when I am practicing for rhythmics, I get lost in music in a way that I never had before. I live poor my heart out now in a way that I never new how. I am able to express myself in the way I move now. It's like I feel everything. And I can't stop thinking about it all. Sometimes I cry because I realize how much good is in the world. Is that weird? I just feel different and more of everything. Does anyone else see and feel like this? |
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Love_Fox
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3 years ago by Love_Fox
Maybe im just getting older..
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GenMalucci
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3 years ago by GenMalucci
That’s great! You’re healing. you’re so strong and I knew this point would come. 🎉
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SummerBird
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3 years ago by SummerBird
What you are feeling is definitely not weird. It is incredibly amazing that you feel this way!I have seen your kindness posts in the forums and how you try to spread kindness to others, and you seem like an amazing person! I wish you all the best and am so happy for you! Remember you are strong and you are not alone ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ |
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miabella18
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3 years ago by miabella18
i think after some one you loved just vanished from your life you became more thankfulafter time for all the stuff you do have. and realize how great life is. also it's completely normal and you seem like a really nice person! ❤️ |
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ArtsyAnna
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3 years ago by ArtsyAnna
That pretty much explains what I went through a year or to back when I lost someone dear to me. I felt like shutting life out. I wish I hadn’t done that but I did. I am glad you are finally feeling happiness again!
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Godluvsu
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3 years ago by Godluvsu
I really really understand. life is a beautiful thing once you begin to live fully in the moment❤️ the good is so overwhelming when you focus on ityou are such a strong person, I am glad you have found healing |
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Love_Fox
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3 years ago by Love_Fox
@GenMalucci @SummerBird @miabella18 @ArtsyAnna @GodluvsuThank you guys so so much for your support. You are amazing and you words helps me so much! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ 💙 |
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