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Lavender7
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3 years, 2 months ago by Lavender7
Well I’m back ppl. Ok so maybe I’ve mentioned to sum of you that I have been doing a math academy since last year. I started again this year. So basically I do two math lectures and then two math “group” meetings (group meetings is where me and two other boys and a girl work out math problems as a group), well I have a crush on one of the boys and until now I thought I would never meet them irl but I might meet the one I have a crush on this month! I’ve been hoping this since last year and now I can’t believe it might happen (plsss cross your fingers for me )! Well idk what to do if I meet him? Just be my self or what. Tbh I don’t think he likes me. But I like to talk to him bc we both are book nerds. Idk what to do if I do get to meet him but ik I will be seeing him on zoom for the next year. Well I’ll give u updates and I’m sorry I post so much here my life is pretty crazy. Lol
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escobpen00
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3 years, 2 months ago by escobpen00
@Lavender7 just be yourself and be friendly and nice. I'm always awkward when I talk to my crush, and I don't mean to but since me and my friends roast each other all the time I do it to him too sometimes and I think it might come across as mean, so be nice and don't roast too much. Idk, update me on how it goes.
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Lavender7
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3 years, 2 months ago by Lavender7
@escobpen00Yea I think that’s a lot of help to me thsm for replying to my message lol |
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AG13
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3 years, 2 months ago by AG13
lol i just found out my crush is talking to another girl 🤪
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IguanaGreg
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3 years, 2 months ago by IguanaGreg
@AG13 that sucks tbh i think my crush likes my friend 😢
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mintcookie
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3 years, 2 months ago by mintcookie
I met this guy when I first enter my new school. Let’s call him T. So T is in the same class as me. In my school we have to get a compulsory extra-curricular activity, basically you stay back after school for two or so days for non-academic stuff. So I end up joining the chess club. Turns out, I’m the only girl who signed up and passed the auditions, so the first day was like a terrible shock. I’m basically pants at socialising, and it’s even worse when it comes to guys (especially since my previous school was an all-girls school). Well, T is also in this chess club. Me, only knowing this one guy in the entire club, decides to stick to him. My chess skills aren’t great and honestly it’s a miracle I even passed the auditions. But either way, I quickly find out that I am the worst player in the entire club. It looks bad because I’m also female, and I hate for people to make that correlation that I can’t play because I’m female and then project that stereotype onto others. I was being told that girls are biologically unable to keep up with guys in chess, because our brains work different or something. Ps. I did my own research and that’s a stupid lie, so yeah. But the guys don’t exactly want to listen to me. T, meanwhile, was teaching me all the techniques to try to get me to improve. I eventually opened up to him and told him that this wasn’t the first time I was being treated negatively because of my gender. He managed to comfort me, which he is amazingly good at even though he claims to be bad at. He also secures a leadership position in the club, but we maintain a close friendship even though he is busy. I also help him with some admin stuff because I’m more organised than he is. The thing is, T also has a lot of mental issues. And when I say this, I really mean that he desperately requires professional help, even though he refuses it. He is quiet and has a terribly low self-esteem. So, on top of catching feelings for him and wanting to maintain a stable friendship, I’m also concerned and want to stay close to him just in case. He doesn’t open up to people easily and I know I’m one of the only people he will come to when he has problems. We end up talking. By talking, I mean a lot of talking. I mean 5 hour long calls till 3am type calling. It’s funny because we aren’t the most mentally stable people, but we manage to get high off each other. It felt so good. During the holidays calls became such a norm that I couldn’t go 3 days without talking to him. We never talked about serious stuff, just funny things, and we played chess online. Sometimes he would video call to share his screen and he would play against other people with weird moves and try to salvage the game later. Everything felt like it was going great. It was actually going great, so great, that I totally ignored the fact that he has a crush on my other friend. Now, for context, we are all Christians, but my friend is like this amazingly wholesome good Christian girl. Like, she’s kind, smart, great sense of humour, down to earth. And I am no wholesome Christian girl. I know that she is probably what he wants, since religion plays an extremely huge role in his life. I know he is worried about me because I drink, in his opinion too much. He thinks he’s toxic and destructive. My friend is like this calm for him, this ideal that he should live up to and admire. We don’t talk about her though. When it’s our time, it’s only us. And I am stupid for trying to pretend that everything was okay, because it isn’t. After months (I mean, months), I end up being better than him at chess. He said he was proud of me. I also started having more friends in my class, just because we managed to warm up well. T and I still spent a significant amount of time together. It seemed like I was doing well. But things took a darker turn for T. His mental health was steadily declining and he wouldn’t tell me why. He tries to push me away. Now after every call we make he sends me a long text saying how sorry he is for wasting my time with him. He thinks I should spend more time with my other friends and ignore him. He doesn’t understand how important he is in my life. There was even a period where he blocked me to try to get me to just stop talking to him. It felt like when we were calling, it was all fun and games and I felt nothing but calm and happiness. And then there would be texts coming in about how he doesn’t want to talk to me anymore, and him avoiding me in class, which feels like a slap to the face. He says I don’t need him anymore, but I do. I try to talk him into getting professional help and he becomes hostile and defensive. He’s trying to cut himself off to everyone, even his guy friends in class. He was already quiet but now he’s trying to become invisible. I try to contact him but even then, school work starts to pile up and he is clearly not interested in conversation with me. His replies are short and every other text he’s telling me to stop talking. We haven’t talked for a month. I don’t know what to do. This year is my last year in school before I go to uni. We only have weeks left in the same class. He says we will forget each other and move on. I don’t think he realises that only applies to himself. I can’t forget him. Sorry for the long message I just really needed to get this off my chest ❤️ ❤️ and to anyone who has a crush, I really hope things go good for you. |
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LiliaKnots
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3 years ago by LiliaKnots
Wassup ppls long time no talk
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IguanaGreg
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3 years ago by IguanaGreg
@LiliaKnots wassup girl
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LiliaKnots
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3 years ago by LiliaKnots
I haven’t really been reading messages, anything happen with your crush?
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IguanaGreg
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3 years ago by IguanaGreg
@LiliaKnots eh not really i mean i told him i liked him and he didn't answer but ever since he keeps starriing at me lol
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LiliaKnots
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3 years ago by LiliaKnots
Ohh he might like you or maybe he’s trying to figure it out? I don’t like the original guy I talked about anymore lol but the other kid came back and he looking finer than ever so he’s who I like now but he’s in the other class. Whenever we’re at recess or waiting for the bus though, he’s always staring at me and when I catch him he turn away real quick. Maybe he does like me or maybe he doesn’t who knows lol 🤷♀️
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IguanaGreg
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3 years ago by IguanaGreg
@LiliaKnots aww i hope he does idk if my crush looks away very fast or not when i catch him b/c when i catch him looking i look away so fast my neck might break
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miabella18
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3 years ago by miabella18
okie so somebody i hate likes me and idk what to do this happen todayso we were at lunch and i went up to my friend because she wanted to show me something the person i hate was at the table and when i came over he said to me i like your eyes my friend just stared at me i kinda ignored it then he said your hair is really pretty after that i went back to my table and i don't know what to do. i thinking i'll ignore him |
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Puppy12345
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3 years ago by Puppy12345
So, there's this guy I've liked since the first day of school and now we're pretty close friends and everyone thinks we're dating, and today his friend goes "I think (I'll use # for his name) likes you" and then his other (best) friend goes "yeah, we all think he likes you but he won't admit it" but he always looks at me and randomly hugs me (idk) and we sit by each other in math class and I randomly poke him with a pencil (not hard, it's just a little game we do) and then he pokes me back and Then he pokes me in the hand 2 times and I was like ...that's kinda strange and then he tries to grab my hand but I pull my hand away (I don't like people touching me) and he says "I was trying to make (this girl we don't like and she likes him and won't leave him alone) think we're dating so at that point I was freaking confused (btw I know that sounds toxic but this girl is freaking crazy and won't leave him alone and sends him dirty messages) anyyyways I'm getting off topic but his friends think he likes me and idk what to do cuz I'm scared to tell him especially since he's already rejected like 3 girls this year (in his defense tho he has no idea who tf they were)
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billy_bob6
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3 years ago by billy_bob6
@Puppy12345 he definitely likes you
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billy_bob6
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3 years ago by billy_bob6
Okay sooo ummm I like my best friend smh. I’ve liked him since Covid started I was really depressed during Covid and every day when I saw him it just made my day better. His name is Isaac he pays football he is really innocent. Our entire grade calls him billy because of me. I wanted to have a code name for him so no one knew I was talking about him especially since my toxic ex is in my home room and would probably ruin my friend ship with Isaac anyway. So the entire grade found out that he is billy but no one found out I like him before school started this year we both confessed to each other but I’m really bad at relationships I always feel so stressed when I’m in one and after I end it because I hate commitments I feel really depressed because I hurt someone I really liked anyway we kinda friend zoned each other because I’m bad at relationships and he’s sorta friends with my ex we go to each other’s sports we talk all the time in school we text all the time we walk together in the hallways we’ve never held hands but went I stopped making bracelets for a while I told him as a joke that I would only make a bracelet for my boyfriend he just asked for a bracelet so umm yea and I went to see how big his wrist is his hand was on the table and Ummm I picked it up and just held his hand for longer than I should have anyway everyone around us starts say ooo I turn bright red he turns bright red and both of us go and sit down I saw him copy down the hw yesterday and then he texted me and asked for the hw he already had I do that too tho any excuse to talk to him I can’t date him I shouldn’t like him it’s torture to just be friend with him because he is the kindest caring person I know he remembers that I love marvel and everything else about me both of us are good runners and we are always in competition for the best runner I think I like him idk if he still likes me but either way I’m about to date him or start to ignore him because I can’t pretend I don’t have feelings anymore. I NEED ADVICE!!!
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billy_bob6
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3 years ago by billy_bob6
But unfortunately there is one problem with him…. He likes the cowboys smh 😭
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escobpen00
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3 years ago by escobpen00
So I used to have a big crush on this guy and then he moved to another school. Now I have another crush on a really cute smart witty nice guy in my class. I saw my old crush yesterday and was totally caught of guard. Now I feel weird like I have to choose one. Thoughts?
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IguanaGreg
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3 years ago by IguanaGreg
@escobpen00 well u should think about who's better for u and who' s personality you like better
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escobpen00
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3 years ago by escobpen00
@IguanaGreg that's a good point, thanks. Ill think more on that.
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