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heyppl8976
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3 years, 9 months ago by heyppl8976
@Elise64 I tried but then again it’s toxic. Because he will use things to get me to stay. And I know that I need to leave but I can’t.
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Elise64
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3 years, 9 months ago by Elise64
Ok I was on my phone earlier during online class and my mom said “why are you on your phone during class” and “you’re not going to have a phone if you can’t use it responsibly” and I’ve been feeling bothered for the whole day ITS NORMAL FOR YOUR MOM TO SAY THAT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE THIS?? I don’t even freaking know what’s wrong with me I can’t even take it anymore and I feel guilty for feeling upset I feel like no one even likes me I don’t even know what to do
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Deer-Teeth
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3 years, 9 months ago by Deer-Teeth
This kinda just to vent and get it out there 🙂 my goal for the new year was to take my passions and not abandon them in the new year, like with my art and my bracelets and to improve on the skills I have, and I’ve done that!! This year has been going very well, but with this past week my dad has been trying to get ahold of me and is harassing me, saying “things are about to change” over and over and it’s really scary. I don’t know what he’s gonna do in regards to everything he’s saying and I’ve been so stressed out that I haven’t been able to function. I’ve been going over my trauma narrative in my TF-CBT thingy for my ptsd and I finally got past it after months of getting everything down but he had popped into my life again and it’s disrupting everything. I can’t hold relationships with people it’s too much for me to handle right now so all I feel like I have is my mom. My grades are falling and this is my senior year of high school before I have to get a job to stay on the food stamps while trying to get into college. This simple goal of mine seems almost impossible to hold right now because of everything that’s going on in my life. I have a million and one diagnosis that makes my life hard enough as it is. Luckily I’m working with vocrehab to help me get a job through my 504 plan but working is almost impossible for me due to my diagnosis’s. For me to keep on the food stamps I have to get a job once I graduate. My mom has been disabled since 2013 due to her car accident but since she can “get a desk job” (she has a lot of the same issues as me mentally wise) she can’t get disability so we have no income other than the child support FROM MY DAD which he hasn’t paid since may. I’m in financial aid housing and since I turned 18 in the past December I’m now on the lease so when I DO start my job 30% of my income goes towards rent. Mentally I have no idea how I’m standing and physically my body is taking a toll from the stress and my medicine. My one goal of the year was to make some stupid bracelets and make art when I felt like I could and now I feel like that’s impossible haha. I’ve cut most people out of my life so I don’t really feel like I have anyone outside of my trauma counselor and my CSS, and all my CSS wants to focus on is getting me a job and worrying about college. TODAY I had a meeting with him where he said that it was for me to vent about what was going on because I’ve had so much stuff going on in my life, and 5 minutes in he started asking me how I felt about the future and I broke down and told him I couldn’t continue the call. My session, which usually can last to over an hour if needed, lasted 13 minutes. I really wanted to talk to him about what was going on but couldnt. I got put on a new medication this Friday and got diagnosed with agoraphobia, and I was going to ask him to help me with treatment on that but now I don’t even feel like I can do that. I’ve considered going to the hospital every night now for the past 4 months but haven’t told anyone because no one really seems to want to listen and help even when it’s their job. The only reason I’m responding to this is because I hope it gets buried under everyone else’s issues, I just needed to get this out to someone finally
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Deer-Teeth
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3 years, 9 months ago by Deer-Teeth
@apurva please don’t self diagnose, antisocial personality disorder is something that is very serious and should not be taken lightly. I also have bipolar and it’s not what a lot of people think, if you’re having these issues then please see a professional and do not self diagnose unless you have very solid proof
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allysalina
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3 years, 9 months ago by allysalina
not a confession butthis girls literally so annoying and she keeps arguing with me like girl shut up already (she’s on this website) and she literally has a pfp making fun of Bidens stutter (idk if he still has it or not) and she’s saying how trump won and she keeps like making fun of Biden for something he can’t control and she acts as if everything she says is true like girl no it’s not go praise ur impeached orange who can’t accept the fact he won 🙄 |
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allysalina
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3 years, 9 months ago by allysalina
THAT HE LOST*
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Elise64
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3 years, 9 months ago by Elise64
@allysalina you should report that user probably. Also I don’t want to get political since that’s not rly allowed lol (btw Ik that that girl started this not u (: ) but trump didn’t win if no one accepted the fact that they lost any gear and they always tried to prove that it was rigged then literally no one who was elected is actually president if that makes sense 🤦♀️🤦♀️😂
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Elise64
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3 years, 9 months ago by Elise64
*year
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laceyanne
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3 years, 9 months ago by laceyanne
Well the last year has been really bad for me and I don’t really have anyone to talk to about it
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akanel
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3 years, 9 months ago by akanel
i’ve been dealing with anorexia for a while and it’s eating away at my mental health. i might get sent to the hospital bc of it
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LoveAlphas
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3 years, 9 months ago by LoveAlphas
My school is doing an A/B schedule for the students. So A kids go on Mondays and Wednesday and B kids go on Tuesday and Thursday, then we alternate Fridays. Well I am on the B schedule with my best friend's crush and my best friend and crush are in the A schedule. Last year my friend told me this guy was her crush and i kind of poked fun at her about it, because I didn't like him. And now we are on the same schedule and I am kind of falling for him. I am scared to tell my friend.
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aqua909
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3 years, 9 months ago by aqua909
@LoveAlphas I get how u feel. My school is doing the same thing
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BandGeek22
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3 years, 9 months ago by BandGeek22
Idk if I like girls or not I’m still trying to figure all this out
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Xxpuffish
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3 years, 9 months ago by Xxpuffish
@BandGeek22 sometimes I am too it’s mad confusing but it’s also natural to question literally everything you’ll sort it out eventually!
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nubracelet
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3 years, 9 months ago by nubracelet
Hiiii
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PotatoPeel
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3 years, 9 months ago by PotatoPeel
@nubracelet hello
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