Is anyone else going through a hard time?
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11076330
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4 years, 2 months ago by 11076330
So lately I wanted to runaway because of my past.But now that I realize it im in a good place where people love and care for me.And they would do anything to make sure I stay out of trouble.For thos of you who dont know who I am then I will explain towards the end.Anyways I dont really have a clue where im from or who my parents are.My CPS dosent know that either so I kinda just have to guess and stuff like that.But my sister on the other hand (we got adopted together at a very young age) knows her parents, her REAL name, and where she come from.But I dont know anything from my past. But my 3 siblings seem to be hiding something from me.Because every time I ask them if they ever met my really parents they always come up with something that makes no sense what so ever.And lately i´v been thinking about my past and how it all dident line up.If you dont know who I am then I will tell you right now:Im I girl who got into foster care 3 years and I dont have a clue about my past. |
Cake-44
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4 years, 2 months ago by Cake-44
I'd say everyone is going though a hard time. With COVID Lots of people lost their family's and jobs. Foster care kids like you is even harder because you don't have ur birth parents there for you. My grandpa smoked and got into trouble. They sent him back to his country. I know its harder for my dad and uncles because it's there dad. I miss my grandpa and if he doesn't get a surgery done he can end up with cancer. But everyone has a battles to fight in life. so I know he is gonna be ok. ❤️
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11076330
Bracelet King
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4 years, 2 months ago by 11076330
Yeah my foster parents had the corona and now im in a bug risk in getting the corona to
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11076330
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4 years, 2 months ago by 11076330
Please if anyone wants to talk with me about there troubles then you can talk with me.And if you dont ant to share it on the forum then you can message on if you want.You dont have to if you dont want to.
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LaylaH101
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4 years, 2 months ago by LaylaH101
I mean...I feel so alone and isolated ig. I don't feel comfortable telling anyone anything anymore. Whenever I try to open up to my friends or family, they'll just prove indirectly that I shouldn't. I can't even get myself to say 'can we talk about something?', and they never ask about it, so I just don't tell them. I'm scared of getting judged by people. I used to tell people my problems and they think I'm better now. I can't let them down and tell them I'm not.I'm kind of feeling the song ''Astronaut'' By Simple Plan atm 😂 #relatable |
BrookeM124
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4 years, 2 months ago by BrookeM124
I am, my mom and stepdad are constantly screaming at each other, I hate my stepdad so much but I have to be around him every day. The only place I can escape to is my grandparents house and my mom thinks that’s she a bad mother bc I always want to go there, so I always fell guilty for something. My mom and stepdad also had a daughter together who is the only reason there not divorced, I honestly would not care if they got divorced bc I hate him I would just fell so bad for my little sister. My sister is also having problems and we think she might have autism. Sometimes I just start crying and can’t stop and I can’t talk to anyone about it bc mom wouldn’t listen, my stepdad would make fun of me or yell at me some more, and I never see any other family members that I would feel comfortable talking to about. I’m sorry you don’t have to respond I just had to tell someone.
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2006_Mandy
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4 years, 2 months ago by 2006_Mandy
I am definitely going through a hard time along with everyone else. I’m being forced to go to school which Id prefer to stay fully at home and I just want to go back to my youth group to chat with my friends but I am not allowed. Tonight they finally after 5 months started live-streaming but it makes me feel worse knowing my friends are there and I can’t even see them or be apart of the service itself . Starting Monday I will be required to show my face on zoom for 3 hours every morning and it’s making me uncomfortable I’ve never lasted on camera that long. I’m feeling scared and lonely even though I like to be alone because I haven’t seen my friends in months meanwhile my sisters at school see all their friends. I also have to go out of my way to go to school twice a week in the morning and it’s ruining me to a breaking point. Not to mention the countless amount of health issues I’m experiencing which no one in my life really understands and the fact that I haven’t heard silence in two years. I’m not sure why I’m saying these things but the only true thing which keeps me happy is my faith in god. This pandemic truly has added an extra layer to the crisis the world for all of us. ❤️
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11076330
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4 years, 2 months ago by 11076330
tho's are all sad stories and I hope the best for you allit breaks my heart knowing that people don't give a chance to others to explain what they are going through |
BuzzyBoy
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4 years, 2 months ago by BuzzyBoy
everything in my life is fine (as much as it can be during a pandemic lmao) but my mental health is deteriorating. my school already shut down a few times from covid but it always opens back up. my mom is incredibly immunocompromised and i don’t know what would happen if me or one of my siblings were to bring it back to her. like everyone in my house expect for my mom already got it. it’s honestly a miracle that she didn’t get sick
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11076330
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4 years, 2 months ago by 11076330
@BuzzyBoy :Yeah my parents parent had corona but good thing it wasn't to bad after all they recovered two weeks later.And now they want me to go to school because my low grades in math.Of course I don't to go but I have no choice.I don't know what will happen if I bring the corona |
Elise64
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4 years, 2 months ago by Elise64
@LaylaH101 I feel that way too 😭 but its not that people would not want to talk to me about it, they would but I just don’t want to. Once a few years ago I got scared that I had something wrong with me and that I was going to die because my chest felt tight but after like two days I told my mom and I felt so much better. But I’ve been sad about something for over two months now and now I just don’t want to tell anyone because I feel like it’s weird to tell them that I’ve been sad about something for two months. And I dont even feel nearly as sad anymore than I did a month ago, so I don’t even want to tell anyone anymore but if I don’t I will never be completely happy ever again and idk what to do 😭😭😭😭
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LaylaH101
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4 years, 2 months ago by LaylaH101
@Elise64 I'm so sorry you're going through this. I hope you will feel better soon and I hope your situation gets better. I know I'm some rando on the internet, but if you ever want to talk about it, I'm here for you. ❤️
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Ldatcodylv
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4 years, 1 month ago by Ldatcodylv
im May a TON of sheep died at my farm including my favorite sheep and im still quite sad about that and its getting really stressful and overwhelming looking for a horse a lot of people always tell me its going to be the most exciting thing ever but for the last month all I have wanted to do we throw my phone across the room
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